Whenever i used to look in the mirror i felt i was changing.... i started gaining weight..... and my face was changing.... my legs were changing..... my fingers, my hands, all of my body....
everything.... and also i was going through a lot of mood swings.... whenever i used to think of the baby i used to get happy... and whenever i thought of India and my parents i used to get sad that i am not there.... many-a-times i used to cry for no apparent reason.... i asked doctor bout this and she said it is all normal.... actually there is a lot of hormonal changes inside body so women feel like this a lot.... but Ramanuj was so patient.... he used to listen to me and talk to me...... that was so supportive of him.....
One afternoon while i was reading, i felt something in my stomach..... i just didnt care and started reading..... after few minutes again i felt the same..... i kept my hand on my tummy..... and again there was the same..... THE BABY WAS KICKING..... I was like "Oh my God! what is it?"..... I called Ramanuj and told him.... he was worried that we might have to go to the hospital..... But I told him the baby has started kicking..... He was so excited.... When he came home for lunch he touched my tummy and said" I cant feel it".... I said the baby doesnt kick all the time..... Later that day when Ramanuj was back home from office and we were watching movie.... i felt baby kicking again...... I told Ramanuj to feel and then he too felt..... wow.... then he started talking to the baby.....
everyday almost bout every half an hour i used to feel the kicking.... it was amazing to feel how the baby was growing inside..... what a wonderful creater is God..... the mother has no idea wot's inside her.... how is it growing.... i had seen some videos on the internet on pregnancy..... its really amazing how just two tiny cells turn into a wonderful and beautiful baby in just nine months...... huh!!!
to be continued...........
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